Nothing Man (2002) – Bruce Springsteen

You can call me Joe, buy me a drink and shake my hand
You want courage, I’ll show you courage you can understand
Pearl and silver resting on my night table
It’s just me Lord, pray I’m able

A bit like how Bruce Springsteen and Neil Young did their own versions of Philadelphia for the movie soundtrack which will feature here sequentially, also Springsteen and Pearl Jam did their respective songs (but pure coincidence) of Nothing Man in 1994; well technically the title of Jam’s is Nothingman. So, guess which song will feature after this?

Springsteen has commented that Nothing Man was originally completed in 1994 but re-recorded for the 2002 Rising album. I have written a lot about Springsteen’s resurgence record The Rising in the aftermath of the September 11th tragedy:

Springsteen said he got the inspiration for the album a few days after the 9/11 attacks, when a stranger in a car stopped next to him, rolled down his window and said: “We need you now”.

This is the third song to appear here from Bruce Springsteen’s 2002 The Rising record after my previous entry – Lonesome Day. I once wrote an autobiography and titled it Nothing Man which is a homage of sorts to this and Pearl Jam’s song. Although the book is not something I look back now on with much admiration, I have included here countless ‘reflection‘ posts which serve as ‘greatest hits’ of the book.

[Verse 1]
I don’t remember how I felt, I never thought I’d live
To read about myself in my hometown paper
How my brave young life was forever changed
In a misty cloud of pink vapor

[Chorus]
Darling, give me your kiss
Only understand
I am the nothing man

[Verse 2]
Around here everybody acts the same
Around here everybody acts like nothing’s changed
Friday night club meets at Al’s Barbecue
The sky is still the same unbelievable blue

[Chorus]
Darling, give me your kiss
Come and take my hand
I am the nothing man

[Verse 3]
You can call me Joe, buy me a drink and shake my hand
You want courage, I’ll show you courage you can understand
Pearl and silver resting on my night table
It’s just me Lord, pray I’m able

I have added a fan version of the song where the girl adds her voice to the song. It’s so sweet. I love this album and the live version in Barcelona remains one of my favourite live presentations of anything. Don’t quote me but supposedly Nothing Man in Bruce’s words is a “soldiers song” written in ’94 about a soldier returning from the gulf war. Of course, transposed into The Rising it could easily be about a fireman post-9/11.

Reference:
1. The Rising – Wikipedia

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Not Strong Enough (2023) – boygenius

boygenius (stylized in all lowercase) is an American indie supergroup formed in 2018 by Julien Baker, Phoebe Bridgers, and Lucy Dacus. I liked this song and the playful video from the first moment I heard it. Not Strong Enough is the fourth single from their debut full-length, the record (stylised in lowercase) released on March 31st, 2023. I would recommend there other three singles releases as well: True Blue, Emily I’m Sorry and $20. In a Rolling Stone profile, writer Angie Martoccio describes Not Strong Enough as “the most communal” song on the project, and indeed, it gives seemingly equal space to the trio of singer-songwriters.

[Verse 1]
Black hole opened in the kitchen
Every clock’s a different time
It would only take the energy to fix it
I don’t know why I am

[Chorus]
The way I am
Not strong enough to be your man
I tried, I can’t
Stop staring at the ceiling fan and
Spinning out about things that haven’t happened
Breathing in and out

[Verse 2]
Drag racing through the canyon
Singing “Boys Don’t Cry”
Do you see us getting scraped up off the pavement?
I don’t know why I am

[Chorus]
The way I am
Not strong enough to be your man
I lied, I am
Just lowering your expectations
Half a mind that keeps the other second-guessing
Close my eyеs and count

If this song doesn’t rub you right the way, all I have to say is drop all tools now if you haven’t heard boygenius in this KEXP performance. The Record received critical acclaim and was awarded perfect scores by the likes of DIYNME and Rolling Stone.  It went on to top the charts in Ireland, the Netherlands, and the United Kingdom, marking the first number-one album for all band members, and peaked at number four on the Billboard 200.
Boygenius say that today’s breezy rock track Not Strong Enough is about “paradoxically experiencing self-hatred while having a God complex.” The chorus: The way I am, Not strong enough to be your man‘ was inspired by the Sheryl Crowe hit – Strong Enough.

The music video below features Bridgers, Baker, and Dacus having a lovely day in Southern California. They hit the amusement park, the art museum, and the mini-golf course before enjoying a bonfire on the beach.

Reference:
1. The Record (Boygenius album) – Wikipedia
2. Boygenius Explore Conflicting Mental States On New Song “Not Strong Enough” – Genius.com

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The Lord of the Rings (Return of the King)

I saw ‘Fellowship of the Ring‘ with my father in Mornington and it was the last movie I would see with him. It remains my favourite of the three from the trilogy. But I must say how impressed I was at this ‘breakdown’ of the aftermath of the third movie and its release. I can’t imagine the hours and years many worked on it. It kind of gives J.R.R’s novel justice and holds up.

The video doesn’t appear for me here due to copyright restrictions, but you can search: LOTR: The Appendices – Return Of The king Premiere – Cast reacts to winning the 76th Oscars.

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Not Dark Yet (1997) – Bob Dylan

It is befitting Not Dark Yet is the first song to appear from Bob Dylan’s 3-time grammy award winning Time Out of Mind since for me it is the highlight of the record and in my top 20 all – time from him. When I looked at the album listing to doublecheck I hadn’t overlooked a song I noticed Make You Feel My Love should have already been included in the music library project. So, I will need to backtrack and add that later. Others coming from the record are Standing in the Doorway and Trying to Get to Heaven.

I remember distinctly where I was when I first heard Not Dark Yet for the first time. I was flat mates with with an old Academy buddy Kevin in a run-down house in Canberra’s suburb called Dickson. One day I was just ‘lamping’ as Leon referred to on Curb Your Enthusiasm and as soon as I heard this song, I knew it would be the soundtrack for me during my time there. I ended up leaving it in there on repeat. No young person could have written this song . . . not even a young Bob Dylan . . . There are years of hard living in this amazing song.

Dylan’s version will always reign supreme, but I like Eric Clapton’s version a lot and I have presented it at the bottom of this post.

[Verse 1]
Shadows are fallin’ and I’ve been here all day
It’s too hot to sleep and time is runnin’ away
Feel like my soul has turned into steel
I’ve still got the scars that the sun didn’t heal

[Chorus]
There’s not even room enough to be anywhere
It’s not dark yet, but it’s gettin’ there

[Verse 2]
Well, my sense of humanity has gone down the drain
Behind every beautiful thing there’s been some kind of pain
She wrote me a letter and she wrote it so kind
She put down in writin’ what was in her mind

[Chorus]
I just don’t see why I should even care
It’s not dark yet, but it’s gettin’ there

[Verse 3]
Well, I’ve been to London and I’ve been to gay Paris
I’ve followed the river and I got to the sea
I’ve been down on the bottom of a world full of lies
I ain’t lookin’ for nothin’ in anyone’s eyes

After producer Daniel Lanois success’ with Dylan’s 1989 Oh Mercy album he rejoined Bob again on Time Out of Mind.

From Wikipedia:

“Not Dark Yet” was recorded in the early sessions for Time Out of Mind in a version that featured “a radically different feel”, according to Daniel Lanois. “[The demo of ‘Not Dark Yet’] was quicker and more stripped-down and [later during the formal studio sessions], he changed it into a civil war ballad”.

In their book Bob Dylan All the Songs: The Story Behind Every Track, authors Philippe Margotin and Jean-Michel Guesdon describe the album version, recorded at Criteria Studios in Miami in early 1997, as one where Lanois “uses multiple instruments to fuel a sonic vision that he alone has the talent and skill to create. All the musicians contribute to this sound: Augie Meyers’s organ is scored; the two drummers provide a heavy, haunting tempo; and Tony Garnier on bass moves in the depths of the sound spectrum. The guitars confer a rock-music atmosphere on the piece, but also contribute to its dreamlike ambience. Dylan delivers one of his best vocal performances on the album, touched with sincerity and resignation”.

“Not Dark Yet” has been prominently featured on the soundtracks of many films and television shows, including Wonder BoysThe Passion of the Christ: Songs Inspired by The Passion of the Christ.

Reference:
1. Not Dark Yet – Wikipedia
2. Time Out of Mind – Wikipedia

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Plato’s Republic – John Hamon (Centre Place)

Exploring Plato’s Republic
Lecture at Centre Place

Exploring Plato’s Republic is the second lecture to appear here from John Hamond at Centre Place (the Toronto congregation of Community of Christ). The first lecture entailed The Flood Myth which I wrote about back in July.
I have been going on a John Hamer – Centre Place binge for at least a month‘. It’s now September and my bender hasn’t moderated. It’s neat when you know you have this page available at your fingertips which houses more than 100 lectures on history, theology, philosophy, religious studies, comparative religion, neuroscience, and more.

I am less familiar with Plato’s works than some other ancient philosophers like Plato’s teacher Socrates. So, I was looking forward to watching this. I found it fascinating, and I know I will need to revisit this lecture multiple times to grasp the meaning of many of the concepts that went over my head the first time. I feel grateful towards Centre Place for their imparting this information in an illuminating and well spirited manner which has only enhanced my curiosity of learning about those subjects previously mentioned.

The Republic is one of the most influential works of philosophy and political theory. John Hamer of Toronto Centre Place looks at the ideal state Plato outlines in its context and consider its ongoing relevance for understanding society and individuals today.

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Absolute Beginners (1986) – David Bowie

Absolute Beginners is a song about unrequited young love, but there’s so much to listen to in this. It’s very broad sounding – eclectic music at its best. It’s theatrical as most of Bowie’s music I find. Absolute Beginners is considered one of his finest songs from the – ‘Let’s Dance‘ era. I only discovered this song recently such is my ignorance of his discography.  
It is said his career was marked by reinvention and visual presentation, and his music and stagecraft had a significant impact on popular music.
Absolute Beginners was the theme song to the 1986 film of the same name (itself an adaptation of the book Absolute Beginners). Although the film was not a commercial success, the song was a big hit, reaching No. 2 on the UK Singles Chart.

[Verse 1]
I’ve nothing much to offer
There’s nothing much to take
I’m an absolute beginner
And I’m absolutely sane
As long as we’re together
The rest can go to hell
I absolutely love you
But we’re absolute beginners
With eyes completely open
But nervous all the same

[Chorus]
If our love song
Could fly over mountains
Could laugh at the ocean
Just like the films
There’s no reason
To feel all the hard times
To lay down the hard lines
It’s absolutely true

[Verse 2]
Nothing much could happen
Nothing we can’t shake
Oh we’re absolute beginners
With nothing much at stake
As long as you’re still smiling
There’s nothing more I need
I absolutely love you
But we’re absolute beginners
But if my love is your love
We’re certain to succeed

Excerpts from Wikipedia:

Bowie developed an interest in music from an early age. He studied art, music and design before embarking on a professional career as a musician in 1963. He eventually achieved fame achieving his first top five entry on the UK Singles Chart with Space Oddity in 1969. After a period of experimentation, he re-emerged in 1972 during the glam rock era with the flamboyant and androgynous alter ego Ziggy Stardust. Then these two records: Heroes (1977) and Lodger (1979) reached top five in the UK and received lasting critical praise.

More songs will follow from David Bowie in the Music Library Project.

References:
1. Absolute Beginners (David Bowie song) – Wikipedia
2. David Bowie – Wikipedia

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All I Want is You (1988) – U2

All I Want is You was released in the era of U2 I enjoyed the most; namely between years 1987 and 1991 when the successive albums: The Joshua Tree, Rattle and Rum and Achtung Baby were produced. The last time I heard this song was just the other day when I saw the 1994 movie Reality Bites which will feature here next Friday. My favourite song from them is One which won’t be long in coming. All I Want is You is the final track on their 1988 album, Rattle and Hum, and was released as its fourth and final single June 1989.

I’m afraid I don’t like All I Want is You anywhere near like I used to. But this song resonated so much with me back then and I wanted to post it for mainly nostalgic reasons. To me it is a fragment of history representing that happy place in time when the world was not so bad, but ironically this song captures the disappointment, longing and sadness when we have lost someone.

[Verse 1]
You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold

[Chorus]
But all the promises we made
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

[Verse 2]
You say you’ll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

[Verse 3]
You say you’ll give me
Eyes in the moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest

[Chorus]
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

Excerpts from the Wikipedia article below:
It reached number 4 on the UK charts and number 2 in Australia. Director Meiert Avis shot the promotional video in the town of Ostia, outside Rome in 1989. The video takes an unusual cinematic approach to the song, with U2 band members making only brief cameo appearances. The video tells the story of a person with dwarfism, played by Paolo Risi, who falls in love with a trapeze artist, played by Paola Rinaldi. The video pays homage to Fellini, who was shooting his last movie, La voce della luna, only a few miles away from the U2 set, and also to Tod Browning’s 1932 film Freaks.

Reference:
1. All I Want Is You (U2 song) – Wikipedia

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Dead Poets Society (1989) – Peter Weir (Friday’s Finest)

The second time I saw Dead Poets Society was with my family in Camden Haven on the mid-north coast, New South Wales, Australia (see image inset). That’s where we went to visit my grandmother on school holidays and where my mother currently resides.
Allow me to digress…The mountain you see in the background is called North Brother Mountain which was named by British explorer Captain James Cook in 1770. Well technically he named them the Three Brothers, but this is the northern most. The mountain was originally called Dooragan by the Australian Aboriginal local Birpai people. They tell a dreamtime story of three brothers of the Birpai tribe who were killed by a witch called Widjirriejuggi and were buried where the mountains stand. The youngest of the three was Dooragan, for whom the mountain is named. You can find a short story I wrote here of our family’s attempt to trek down Dooragan mountain.

Any-hows, in the small town Laurieton you see sitting at the foot of Dooragan (North Brother Mountain), I cajoled my family to see Dead Poets Society after I had just seen a screening which left me flabbergasted. I remember the cinema was restored to showcase the classic aesthetics of cinemas yesteryear. The only problem was, is the session was a double billing. Beaches and today’s featured movie Dead Poets Society. I think after Beaches my mother was left a bit strung out.

Dead Poets Society is the fourth movie to be presented here from legendary Australian director Peter Weir. The movie holds a special place in my memory because of the aforementioned experience with my family and the endearing location we saw it. Not to mention how it inspired me to ‘seize the day’ (Carpe Diem) as far as my studies and sports were concerned. I have presented at the end of this post two of my favourite scenes in the movie, namely the Carpe Diem scene and the ending.

IMDB Storyline:

Painfully shy Todd Anderson has been sent to the school where his popular older brother was valedictorian. His roommate, Neil Perry, although exceedingly bright and popular, is very much under the thumb of his overbearing father. The two, along with their other friends, meet Professor Keating, their new English teacher, who tells them of the Dead Poets Society, and encourages them to go against the status quo. Each does so in his own way, and is changed for life.

Below are excerpts from the Wikipedia reference:

The film, starring Robin Williams, is set in 1959 at the fictional elite boarding school Welton Academy, and tells the story of an English teacher who inspires his students through his teaching of poetry. The film was a critical and commercial success and received numerous accolades, including Academy Award nominations for Best Picture, Best Director, and Best Actor for Williams. The worldwide box office was reported as $235,860,579 – the fifth highest for 1989, and the highest for dramas. The original script was written by Tom Schulman, based on his experiences at the Montgomery Bell Academy in Nashville, Tennessee, particularly with his inspirational teacher Samuel Pickering. During the shooting, Weir requested the young cast not to use modern slang, even off camera.

Here is some other cool movie trivia:

During filming, Williams used to crack many jokes on set, which Ethan Hawke found incredibly irritating. For the scene where Todd Anderson is spontaneously incited by John Keating to make a poem in front of the class, Williams apparently made a joke saying that Hawke was intimidating, which Hawke later realized was serious and that the joke referred to his earnestness and intensity as a young man. Ironically, Hawke’s first agent signed with Hawke once Williams told him that Hawke would “do really well”.

References:
1. Dead Poets Society – Wikipedia
2. Dead Poets Society – IMDB

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Symphony No. 5 in C sharp minor – Adagietto (1901) – Gustav Mahler

Gustav Mahler in 1907

Put Adagietto on in the background while you’re doing chores or whatever and believe you me, you won’t regret it.

According to Merriam Webster the first known use of adagietto was in 1841. Adagio is an Italian musical term that means “slowly” or “at ease.” It is typically used to indicate a slow tempo in a piece of music. Adagietto, on the other hand, is a slightly faster tempo marking, meaning “moderately slow.” It is often used as a transitional tempo between adagio and allegretto. This movement was recommended to me here and I find it endearing.
This movement reminds me of the quote from Remains of the Day – ‘It’s not scandalous at all. It’s just a little sentimental old love story‘. Gustav Mahler was a romantic composer after all.

From the Wikipedia article below:

Today’s piece: the the fourth movement may be Mahler’s most famous composition and is the most frequently performed of his works. The British premiere of the entire Symphony No. 5 came in 1945, 36 years after that of the Adagietto, which was conducted by Henry Wood at a Proms concert in 1909.

It is said to represent Mahler’s love song to his wife Alma. According to a letter she wrote to Willem Mengelberg, the composer left a small poem:

Wie ich Dich liebe, Du meine Sonne,
ich kann mit Worten Dir’s nicht sagen.
Nur meine Sehnsucht kann ich Dir klagen
und meine Liebe, meine Wonne!

In which way I love you, my sunbeam,
I cannot tell you with words.
Only my longing, my love and my bliss
can I with anguish declare.

As seen below: Leonard Bernstein also conducted it with the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. A biographical filmMaestro‘ is coming out about him shortly. He also did this movement during the funeral Mass for Robert F. Kennedy at St. Patrick’s Cathedral, Manhattan, on 8 June 1968, and briefly discusses this section along with the opening bars of the second movement in his Charles Eliot Norton Lectures from 1973.

In February 1901 Gustav Mahler had suffered a sudden major hemorrhage and his doctor later told him that he had come within an hour of bleeding to death. The composer spent quite a while recuperating. He moved into his own lakeside villa in the southern Austrian province of Carinthia in June 1901. Mahler was delighted with his newfound status as the owner of a grand villa. According to friends, he could hardly believe how far he had come from his humble beginnings.

The musical canvas and emotional scope of the work (5th Symphony), which lasts nearly seventy minutes, are huge.

References:
1. Gustav Mahler – Wikipedia

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Not Alone Anymore (1988)- The Traveling Wilburys

I did warn you folks I would present nearly all songs from The Travelling Wilburys Volume 1 record and it’s fast approaching the finale. This is the eighth song (of 10) presented so far from this stand – out record. I believe after today’s song we just have one left to go – Tweeter and the Monkey Man. The Travelling Wilburys consisted of some of the greatest talent in contemporary rock history – George Harrison, Jeff Lynne, Bob Dylan, Roy Orbison and Tom Petty.

Almost every song on the record is equal favourite for me, but if I had to choose just one for the ‘Desert Island’, it would most likely be today’s track which is spectacularly sung by Roy Orbison; although Handle With Care would sure give it stiff competition. Not Alone Anymore serves as Orbison’s main contribution to the album. I know others here have other personal favourites from the record and that’s fine by me since all are fantastic tracks. Congratulations – my first post from the supergroup record continues to rack up the views in my blog which is encouraging.

You always said that I’d be back again
That I’d come running to you in the end
I thought that you were on your own
And now I find you’re not alone

[Chorus]
(Not alone) I’ll see you through the rain
(Not alone) Through the heartache and pain
(Not alone) It hurts like never before
You’re not alone anymore

You always said that I would know someday
Just how it feels when your love walks away
I let you down, I let you go
I lost you how was I to know?

[Chorus]
(Not alone) I’ll see you through the rain
(Not alone) Through the heartache and pain
(Not alone) It hurts like never before
You’re not alone anymore

I never knew I could feel this way
I never could see past yesterday
You feel that everything is gone
I feel it too, you’re not alone

From Wikipedia:

A longtime admirer of Orbison, Jeff Lynne wrote Not Alone Any More as a vehicle for the singer’s operatic vocal style. The song’s lyrical theme of loneliness similarly recalls Orbison’s dark ballads of the early 1960s.

On release, the song was much admired by music critics. With the commercial success of the Wilburys, and the recognition afforded Orbison following his death in December 1988, it marked his full return from the career downturn he had experienced since the mid 1960s.

Lynne chose Roy Orbison as a potential bandmate, while Harrison’s first choice was Bob Dylan. Later that year, Lynne began working in Los Angeles on Orbison’s album Mystery Girl. As a result of this collaboration, Orbison, whom Harrison had befriended during a 1963 Beatles tour, joined Harrison, Lynne, Dylan and Tom Petty at the April 1988 recording session for Handle with Care.

Harrison said that they had considerable difficulty writing a song that suited Orbison, given that his best songs from the 1960s contained unusual elements in their composition and structure. Initially, Not Alone Any More was “simple beyond belief”, according to Lynne, and had just three chords. In its completed form, the song was written mainly by Lynne. Petty recalled in 2012: “Not Alone Any More was really Jeff and Roy’s song. I mean, we all contributed a little bit, but in the end, they had the handle on that one … the rest of us kind of backed off and let them go.”

Below is the released studio version and a cool unreleased studio demo with footage.

References:
1. Not Alone Any More – Wikipedia

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