Hurt (2002) – Johnny Cash

Hurt is a song by American industrial rock band Nine Inch Nails from its second studio album. Johnny Cash covered the song in a different way to the original for his wife. The song as shown in the video is one of the most remarkable musical montages I have seen in the last 2 decades. In the beginning Cash had his doubts about making the cover saying ‘I can’t do that song. It’s not my style”.

Songwriter for Nine Inch Nails Reznor recalled ‘I wrote some words and music in my bedroom as a way of staying sane, about a bleak and desperate place I was in, totally isolated and alone”. But he praised Cash’s interpretation of the song for its “sincerity and meaning” going so far as to say “that song isn’t mine anymore.” Reznor continued “What I had written in my diary was now superimposed on the life of this icon and sung so beautifully and emotionally. It was a reminder of what an important medium music is.”

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I think many people who are suffering have a song in them or at least a passage of thought. I was in a bad way 2 years ago (and continue to struggle), and just after midnight while playing ‘Tetris’ on my no thrills Nokia phone, these ideas and concepts just came pouring in. It was like my sub conscious or other unspecified medium communicating to my damaged self. It felt profound and I was compelled to grab a piece of paper and just scribble these things down. Soon thereafter I transcribed it here and then felt a great relief. The Last Words was like a roadmap for my soul.

Cash’s cover of the song has sold more than 2 million downloads in the United States. The version has appeared in several films, documentaries and TV shows. His cover is widely considered one of his best works. When the video was filmed in February 2003, Cash was 71 years old and had serious health problems. His frailty is clearly evident in the video. He died seven months later, on September 12; his wife, June Carter Cash, who is shown gazing at her husband in two sequences of the video, had died on May 15 of the same year. The video below features images from Cash’s life and was named the best video of the year by the Grammy Awards.

References:
1. Hurt (Nine Inch Nails song) – wikipedia
2. The Story of Johnny Cash’s Haunting Hurt – Loudersound

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Three Identical Strangers (2018) – Tim Wardle (Friday’s Finest)

One of the siblings said, ‘I wouldn’t believe the story if someone else was telling it. It’s true. Every word of it‘. The problem I often encounter with movie or documentary reviews is that sometimes telling less is more and this is one of those moments. I relay the story-line below with trepidation.
This US Documentary Special Jury Award winner for Storytelling (and on the shortlist of 15 films considered for the Academy Award for Best Documentary Feature) is captivating and boggles the mind. How this could have happened in a modern western democratic country is anyone’s guess.

IMDB Storyline:
New York, 1980: three complete strangers accidentally discover that they are identical triplets, separated at birth. The 19-year-olds’ joyous reunion catapults them to international fame, but it also unlocks an extraordinary and disturbing secret that goes beyond their own lives – and could transform our understanding of human nature forever.

I can’t tell anyone anymore of it if they intend on viewing it. Even the trailer below reveals too much. I saw it about 2 years ago with zero knowledge of it and watched it again with others and it left me gobsmacked each time. It is a stellar documentary which sways between highs and lows of emotions and maintains its characters centre of the story.

When you get down to brass-tacks, the question begs here.. What is more effectual in someone’s life – nature or nurture? Someone unrelated to a family, but brought up within that same family. Can that ‘nurture’ overcome their nature and genes? This documentary is quite dark because of the ethical nature as to what happened to these triplets. It’s enthralling, although 95% of the population have never heard of it. Its an important film for its social context and its psychology.

References:
1. Three Identical Strangers – Wikipedia

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Hungarian Fantasy (1853) – Franz Liszt

The Hungarian Fantasy is Franz Liszt’s arrangement for piano and orchestra of his Hungarian Rhapsody No. 14. It’s a really chirpy piece that put a spring in my step today. Franz Liszt was a Hungarian composer, pianist and teacher of the Romantic era. He gained accolades for his virtuoso skill on the piano. He was a friend, musical promoter and benefactor to many composers of his time, including Chopin, Wagner and Schumann. Liszt also received lessons in composition from Antonio Salieri who has been discussed here before.

Liszt gave performances all over Europe and made his famous concert tour to St. Petersburg, Russia. Liszt’s brilliant piano playing impressed the Russian royalty and aristocracy. Even the Russian Tsar had to stop talking when Liszt was playing his piano. In Russia Liszt met the beautiful princess Carolyne, who soon left her husband for Liszt. She became his last love, and he composed the Dream of Love (which is exquisite and will feature here at a later date), dedicated to her. But the Church did not allow Liszt to marry princess Caroline, because she could not terminate her first marriage.

Liszt experienced a period of great sadness (early 1860s) when his two children passed away just a few years of each other. In letters to friends, Liszt announced that he would retreat to a solitary living. In 1865, he received the tonsure at the hands of Cardinal Hohenlohe. The Tonsure was written in a recent post about my friend Bruce Goodman who was the penultimate person in the Western World to receive one.

In his latter life, Liszt became increasingly plagued by feelings of desolation, despair, and preoccupation with death—feelings that he expressed in his works from this period. He said, “I carry a deep sadness of the heart which must now and then break out in sound.

The concert scene below is from the movie Szerelmi Álmok – Liszt (1970). Cziffra is the actual pianist, playing one of his specialities – the Hungarian Fantasy.

References:
1. Hungarian Fantasy (Liszt) – Wikipedia
2. Franz Liszt – Wikipedia

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The AnkiDroid Collection (Part 23) – Atoms, Freud & Black Holes

Ankidroid additions related to Science, History and Philosophy. More information about Anki can be found in this article.

How Big is an Atom?

A human hair and atoms vary in size, but a typical human hair is 1/10th of a millimeter thick. 390 billion atoms would theoretically fill a cross section of a human hair. There are more atoms in an inhaled breath of air than there are stars in the entire visible Universe. See this video of Gold atoms being pulled apart under a transmission electron microscope.

How Freud viewed the Main Conflicts of Man

Dreams are often most profound when they seem the most crazy.

He viewed the primary conflicts in mental-life as the Ego tortured by the ‘Id’ – underlying biological forces such as impulsive actions and urges, but also severely limited and repressed by the Super-Ego (Civilization and Society). Neurotic people (people who are more susceptible to psychological challenges) are more likely to see the Social World versus them and the harsh repressive as the Super-Ego.

We are embedded in our animal-selves and there’s a strong connection between his theories and that of evolutionist’s ‘natural selection’. We are driven more by our innate and natural aggression instincts and sexual urges. The rationalist conscious over-pinning barely just tinkers.

How is the Diameter of a Black Hole Bigger than its Circumference?

If the Universe is a bed sheet then a Black Hole is a stupendously heavy pebble (singularity) sinking the sheet downward (warped space).

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Human Touch (1992) – Bruce Springsteen

Human Touch is the second song to feature here from his double release albums Human Touch / Lucky Town. I always agreed with the Rolling Stones review of the double release that argued ‘the aims of the two albums would have been better realized by a single, more carefully shaped collection’. There at least ten songs from both albums that could have been combined to form one classic Springsteen album to rival perhaps his best ever. Human Touch was the first single released from the album and is comfortably one of those ten best songs from the album. I always enjoyed listening to the verses in this, but I think the song could have been shortened to be more affecting and sound less repetitive in the end stages.

Can I find the words to tell you
How I live between the walls of steel and stone
How I close my eyes to find some kind of rapture
In a world where you can feel so all alone

Inside I’m full of light and laughter
There’s a flame that burns in me
I need a way to set it free

When you find love in your heart
You can believe from the start
Dreams they come true
It all comes to you, oh all at once
If you believe in human touch

The song reached number one in Denmark, Italy, Norway, and Spain and was a top-10 hit in several other countries – 16 in the US. Human Touch is sometimes played by Springsteen and the E Street Band in concert despite their having been dismissed at the time of the original recording. Human Touch the album debuted and peaked at No. 2 on the Billboard 200. The album was met with a generally mixed critical reception. I consider this song one of Springsteen’s mid-tier song outputs, although many consider it one of his greatest tracks, including Bruce since this was the only song from Human Touch included on Springsteen’s 1995 Greatest Hits album.

References:
1. Human Touch (Bruce Springsteen song) – wikipedia
2. Human Touch – Wikipedia

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Human (2013) – Christina Perri

I mentioned Christina Perri on this blog before because I am so enamoured with her single Jar of Hearts. Whence I gathered my senses after absorbing that immense track, I searched other songs from her, and I was impressed by some including today’s track Human. It was recorded for her second studio album Head or Heart and her third top 40 entry on the Billboard 100. Her voice continues to stun me and give me goosebumps when she raises the Octave, just like in this song. Christina is just a wonderful talent and I’ve seen her music in live videos, and she definitely replicates and at time supersedes her studio output. Anyone that can write Jar of Hearts – one of the greatest post 2000 ballads IMHO is a ‘natural’ in my book.

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days if that’s what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part if that’s what you ask
Give you all I am

Human was written at the end of a long session of song-writing, and originally Perri wasn’t sure if the song would be in the album because she felt it was too personal, but because of the positive reactions to the song, she decided to put in the album and chose it as the lead single. The verses find Perri musing the things she would do for love, yet as she sings in the chorus, “I’m only human / And I bleed when I fall down‘. I really admire the confessional nature of the lyrics.

Like Jar of Hearts, Human is largely built around a piano melody and showcases Perri’s voice. There is a good audience version of this song live in Brazil – of all places! The studio version below features Perri as a robot sitting in a white room, with close-ups of the mechanics working inside of her body. As she begins to move, various body parts are shown to be bionic. Towards the end of the video, Perri begins to transform from a machine into a human as sparks fall behind her.

References:
1. Human (Christina Perri song) – Wikipedia

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Duel (1971) – Steven Spielberg (Friday’s Finest)

This cult-classic and Spielberg’s second feature-length film as Director – Duel is one of the first movies I remember having seen and it made a lasting impression. It is renowned as one of the greatest made-for-television films ever made. The script was adapted by Richard Matheson from his own short story and originally published in Playboy magazine. Matheson got the inspiration for the story when he was tailgated by a trucker while on his way home from a golfing match – the same day John F. Kennedy was assassinated. The story was given to Spielberg by his secretary, who told him that he should apply to be the director.

IMDB Storyline:

While traveling through the desert for an appointment with a client, the businessman David Mann from California passes a slow and old tanker truck. The psychotic truck driver feels offended and chases David along the empty highway trying to kill him.

Much of the movie was filmed in and around the communities of Canyon Country, Agua Dulce, and Acton, California. Many of the landmarks from Duel still exist today, including the tunnel, the railroad crossing, and Chuck’s Café, where Mann stops for a break. Matheson’s script made explicit that the unnamed truck driver, the film’s villain, is unseen aside from the shots of his arms and boots that were needed to convey the plot. Spielberg observed that fear of the unknown is perhaps the greatest fear of all and that Duel plays heavily to that fear. The effect of not seeing the driver makes the real villain of the film the truck itself, rather than the driver.

This is ‘road-rage’ at its most potent. It’s such a simple movie plot, but its feel and cinematography lends more to a Paris,Texas-esque European cine-scope of America. There’s a great scene where Mann stops at a roadside diner and tries to analyze his situation. At that point in time anyone could be the villain-the guy eating a sandwich, the guy with cowboy boots having a soda, or even the woman standing by the exit. But we never know. This is Spielberg’s breakthrough movie. He has surpassed it with projects such as “Jaws,” “Raiders of the Lost Ark” and “ET,” but Duel is a very well made-unconventional film that achieves its objective.

Trivia (spoiler alert):

*The dinosaur roar sound effect that is heard as the truck goes over the cliff is also heard in Jaws (1975), as the shark’s carcass sinks into the ocean.

*When Carey Loftin, playing the truck driver, asked Steven Spielberg what his motivation was for tormenting the car’s driver, Spielberg told him, “You’re a dirty, rotten, no-good son of a bitch.” Loftin replied, “Kid, you hired the right man.”

References:
1. Duel (1971 film) – Wikipedia

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Huck’s Tune (2007) – Bob Dylan

This unheralded later day mystical tune from Dylan was released on the movie Lucky You directed by Curtis Hansen and also appeared on the above Tell Tell Signs (1989 – 2006). Dylan and Hurtis had previously worked together for the soundtrack of the Wonder Boys (2000) film which was reviewed here at Friday’s Finest. I find today’s featured song Huck’s Tune one of the hidden gems of this post 2000 creative resurgence. One could argue this period began with the 2000 Oscar-winning track “Things Have Changed” from Wonder Boys.

In the last 2 decades Dylan seems to wholly embody the persona of the character in the given song. As Allen Ginsberg masterly described it (but decades earlier) – Dylan had become a column of air, so to speak, at certain moments, where his total physical and mental focus was this single breath coming out of his body. He had found a way in public to be almost like a shaman, with all of his intelligence and consciousness focused on his breath

Well I wandered alone through a desert of stone
And I dreamt of my future wife
My sword’s in my hand and I’m next in command
In this version of death called life
My plate and my cup are right straight up
I took a rose from the hand of a child
When I kiss your lips, the honey drips
But I’m gonna have to put you down for a while

Personally, I am nowhere near that level of poetic enlightenment of someone like Ginsberg or a Dylan scholar with a Ph.D. with a vast array of musical knowledge to break down a Dylan song and allude it to pre-1960’s works of literature and music. Every so often I pick up on the odd fine allusion here and there, but for the most part, I judge a Dylan song by how it makes me feel and the way I can identify myself. Quite simply Huck’s Tune knocked me on my backside. I don’t grow tired of it.

Huck’s Tune has a bare bones Americana sound and transports my mind to scenes from movies like Mississippi Grind, Paris, Texas and Crazy Heart and the images of breezy air, terrain, culture and music history. It is musically grounded in Dylan’s current period but is lyrically reminiscent of some of his best songs, and dare I say it, catchy as hell. This song is like a good vintage wine and will grow in stature and gain more devotees as it ages.
Someone wrote below: “The river is wider than a mile” is a line that always plays in my head when I stand at the shore of the Mississippi. Which is pretty often.

References:
1. Review: “Huck’s Tune” by Bob Dylan – Cosmic Vibrations

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The AnkiDroid Collection (Part 22) – Satyagraha, Cosmology & Tonsure

Ankidroid additions related to Science, History and Philosophy. More information about Anki can be found in this article.

Satyagraha

Satya – Truth, Graha – Insistence

Gandhi described it as holding firmly to truth or truth force (and was represented to designate a determined but nonviolent resistance to evil – the famous Salt March). Satyagraha became a major tool in the Indian struggle against British imperialism and has since been adopted by protest groups in other countries.

Gandhi first conceived Satyagraha in 1906 in response to a law discriminating against Asians that was passed by the British colonial government of the Transvaal in South Africa. 

Galaxies and Stars

This is just in the observable Universe…there is an estimated one hundred billion galaxies in the Universe (revised down from 2 trillion) and approximately one hundred billion stars exist in each Galaxy. For more information about what is contained in our galaxy, I recommend the videos How Far Away is It – The Milky Way and Zooming to the Heart of the Milky Way.

Tonsure

A shaven crown or patch worn by monks as a Roman Catholic rite of admission to the clerical state. A fellow blogger enthusiast Bruce Goodman wrote how he was the second last-ever (at least in the western-world) to be formally given one. Bruce now lives in Shire territory NZ and you can read about his historical Tonsure here.

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How Soon Is Now? (1984) – the Smiths

In my last post about The SmithsHeaven Knows I’m Miserable Now, I listed my ‘Desert Island‘ favourite 5 songs of them. Today’s song How Soon is Now also made that short list. In fact it’s in my top 2 of that list and is my go-to song for those unfamiliar with their music. Coincidentally, it is was originally released a B-side of the 1984 single William, It Was Really Nothing which is the other in my top-2. In 2007, Marr (guitarist) said “How Soon Is Now? is “possibly [the Smiths’] most enduring record. It’s most people’s favourite, I think.”

It boggles my mind How Soon is Now was produced in 1984. The richness and currency of its sound and lyric, is like it was released to the masses yesterday. It hasn’t aged a bit and there exists few 80’s songs you could say that about. It reached No. 24 on the UK Singles Chart and when re-released in 1992, it reached No. 16. Despite its prominent place in the Smiths’ repertoire, it is not generally considered to be representative of the band’s style, but I believe the mood it conjures and what it expresses represents The Smiths modus operandi. I really enjoy the self pitying and mischievous rhetoric.

I am the son and the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular


You shut your mouth, how can you say
I go about things the wrong way?
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

Smiths guitarist Johnny Marr wrote How Soon Is Now? along with William during a four-day period at Earl’s Court in London in June 1984 and that might explain why some perceive it not representative of the band. The opening of the song was adapted from a line in George Eliot’s novel Middlemarch: “To be born the son of a Middlemarch manufacturer, and inevitable heir to nothing in particular“.
Marr gave an account in 1990 of how he achieved the resonant sound:

The vibrato [tremolo] sound is incredible, and it took a long time. I put down the rhythm track on an Epiphone Casino through a Fender Twin Reverb without vibrato. Then we played the track back through four old Twins, one on each side. We had to keep all the amps vibrating in time to the track and each other, so we had to keep stopping and starting the track, recording it in 10-second bursts… I wish I could remember exactly how we did the slide part – not writing it down is one of the banes of my life!

Hence, How Soon Is Now? was considered a “major problem” to play in concert by the Smiths, and live versions by the Smiths are relatively rare, although the song has also been performed live by Johnny Marr, both solo and with his band the Healers.

References:
1. How Soon Is Now – Wikipedia

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