Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now (1984) – The Smiths

Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now is is one of my favourite songs by The Smiths. If I was going to introduce someone to their music then I would present the following:

  • Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now,
  • How Soon is Now,
  • William It was Really Nothing,
  • There is a Light that Never Goes Out, and
  • This Charming Man.

All 5 are classics of contemporary rock music in my opinion. This is the first of the big 5 to appear here in the music library project. What entails the ‘Music Library Project’?
What makes The Smiths so indelible to my ear is they are unrestrainedly honest, provocative and unfamiliar. A description I like about them is that ‘The Smiths are the band from the 80’s – most anti 80’s‘. I had a myriad of options with which video to present below of Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now, but I went with the stellar live version in concert (Translated in Spanish).

The lyrics here are so wickedly playful in Morrisseys’ usual self pitying rhetoric, but his intonation of voice in this song is something to behold. How he varies his cadence and inflection of the words ‘Now‘ and ‘Live or Die‘ is one for the Rock-Gods. Not to mention Johnny Marr’s fever-pitch riff just elevates this song to another level.

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I’m miserable now
I was looking for a job and then I found a job
And heaven knows I’m miserable now


In my life, why do I give valuable time
To people who don’t care if I live or die?


Two lovers entwined pass me by
And heaven knows I’m miserable now

In reference to its opening verse, Morrissey once explained, “When I had no job I could pinpoint my depression, but when I did get a job, I was still depressed.” As the page Mockingbird discussed: He has enough self-knowledge to know that our real problems are rarely circumstantial (Mark 7)Morrissey is his own worst enemy, or, rather, the only person he despises more than himself is everyone else, the “lovers entwined” being just one more walking condemnation.

Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now was released in May 1984 and reached No 10 in the UK Singles Chart making it their first top 10 single.

References:
1. Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now – Wikipedia
2. Heaven Knows Morrissey is Miserable Now – mbird

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Magic in the Moonlight (2014) – Woody Allen (Friday’s Finest)

Stanley: I can’t forgive you, only God can forgive you.

[He begins to walk out the door]

Sophie: But you said there is no God.

Stanley: [stopping and turning for effect] Precisely my point.

Last night, I was on the verge of beddy-byes and I did exactly what you shouldn’t do and took one last zap through the cable channels. Low and behold in the last channel called Film & Arts the above movie appeared and it was about to start. As the credits rolled in that distinguished white print against the black background and the roaring 20’s music which I was accustomed to seeing in Woody Allen films I waited to see who was the director. You guessed it as did I. Funnily, after watching just 5 minutes I found myself wide awake and scooped two fistfuls of my favourite nut variety and buckled myself in for the long-haul.

IMDB Storyline:
Wei Ling Soo, a.k.a. Stanley Crawford (Colin Firth) is a magician who has dedicated his life to revealing fraudulent spiritualists. He plans to quickly uncover the truth behind celebrated spiritualist Sophie Baker (Emma Stone) and her scheming mother (Marcia Gay Harden). However, the more time he spends with her, he starts thinking that she might actually be able to communicate with the other world, but even worse, he might be falling in love with her.

I was captivated by the storyline, cinematography and the music. It’s a classy-act and beautifully written by Woody. The existential themes (such as; the existence of God, the materialist worldview against the supernatural and significance of life) which run rampant through much of his Guru director – Ingmar Bergman’s filmography are channelled here in this film. And if that sounds “heavy,” the miracle of the movie is its very lightness. It is eloquent, cheeky and intriguing. Magic in the Moonlight is the sixth film to appear at Friday’s Finest from Woody and it was his 44th film. It is one of his most poorly received with 51% on Rotten Tomatoes and 6.5 on IMDB, but to my mind even one of Woody Allen’s less successful works is better than what 99% of directors could achieve in their lifetimes.

(Spoiler Alert – kinda) I can understand one of the major criticisms of the film which concerns its finale, specifically the 180 degree about-turn of Colin Firth’s character which doesn’t seem congruent with his materialist-rationalist world-view that we were accustomed. I also found it quite the quandary, but I think Woody’s rationale for such a character’s about-face is the significance – that ‘Love’ is not rational. The other major criticism seems to be in the lack of chemistry in the characters played by Firth and Emma Stone. I also did not see the love Stone’s character exuded as reciprocated by Firth’s; so I can identify with that frustration as a viewer.

Otherwise, I found Magic in the Moonlight a very charming and alluring film as I do with almost all of Woody’s output. He seems to write so cleverly about social-classes in society and how they interact and the nuance in the performances, not to mention: the beautiful sets and music which lend to such an enriching and fulfilling movie experience.
There is a lovely scene in the middle of the film where the protagonists are inundated by rain and they find refuge in an observatory. Its the first time Emma Stone falls in love inside an observatory. The second time is in La La Land (2016).

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Heartbeat (1958) – Buddy Holly

This is the second track to appear here from Buddy Holly. Heartbeat is an adorably winsome song and Holly makes it his own with his peculiar intonations. The first song to appear here: Everyday was released a year prior to Heartbeat. More information about Holly’s upbringing, career and tragic passing can be found in my previous article. Heartbeat which was credited to Bob Montgomery and Norman Petty was Holly’s second to last single to be released and it was a minor hit in the US reaching No 82 in the Billboard Hot 100. It had more success in the UK reaching No 30.
A recording session in Clovis was arranged in May 1958 and Holly hired Tommy Allsup to play lead guitar. The session produced the recording of “Heartbeat”. Holly was impressed by Allsup and invited him to join the Crickets.

Heartbeat
Why do you miss when my baby kisses me?
Heartbeat
Why does a love kiss stay in my memory?

Piddle dee pat
I know that new love thrills me
I know that true love will be

During his short career, Holly wrote and recorded many songs. He is often regarded as the artist who defined the traditional rock-and-roll lineup of two guitars, bass, and drums. He was a major influence on later popular music artists, including Bob Dylan, The Beatles, The Rolling Stones, Eric Clapton, and Elton John. He was among the first artists inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, in 1986. Rolling Stone magazine ranked him number 13 in its list of “100 Greatest Artists“.
I always enjoy listening to Bob Dylan’s version of Heartbeat in his concert for one.

References:
1. Heartbeat (Buddy Holly song) – wikipedia

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The Heart of the Matter (1989) – Don Henley

This is third track by Don Henley (solo) to feature here and the second from his third solo studio album, The End of the Innocence. It is my joint favourite song by Henley along with the title track from the record. Both contain superb lyrics. He even told Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers‘ guitarist and songwriter Mike Campbell when they were cutting the track, ‘that lyric was something he had been trying to write for a long time and it finally came out the way he liked it, something he really wanted to sing. A lot of people like that song. A lot of girls like it‘. Below is an excerpt of the lyrics:

And I thought of all the bad luck
And the struggles we went through
And how I lost me
And you lost you
What are these voices outside love’s open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

But I’m learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew
I’m learning again

I’ve been tryin’ to get down
To the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it’s about
Forgiveness, forgiveness
Even if, even if
You don’t love me anymor
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  • Written by Henley, Mike Campbell, and J. D. Souther

The album is Henley’s best selling release, selling over 6 million copies in the United States alone, peaking at No. 8. The album featured three Top 40 singles “The End of the Innocence“, “The Heart of the Matter“, and “The Last Worthless Evening“. Those singles reached No. 8, No. 21, and No. 21 respectively. The original studio recording is not available on you tube so I have posted a live version which seems more in keeping with the original.

References:
1. The Heart of the Matter – wikipedia
2. The End of the Innocence – wikipedia

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Heart of Gold (1971) – Neil Young

My estimation of Neil Young and Joni Mitchell (who are good friends) has plummeted since their active-promotion of cancellation culture recently; in particular objecting to a certain commentator appearing on Spotify. Even Springsteen’s E Street guitarist Nils Logren went along with it. See more here. This song by Neil is in some sense diametrically opposed to how these older singer-songwriters comported themselves in recent times.

I always thought these artists would have been pro-free speech considering how they were glorified by ‘western-culture’ which represented above all-else free expression. Resentment can be truly ugly. Joni was reported by the LA times for saying Bob Dylan was a plagiarist, then in a later interview she denied having said it. But she did say that Bob just pulled songs out of a box and that he was ‘a bad guitar player and he’s got a lot of borrowed things’.

I had to get that off my chest before presenting today’s song. Leaving all that aside, I was a great admirer of this track. Surprisingly in 1985, Bob Dylan said here he disliked hearing the song, despite always liking Young – ” Dylan said, ‘I think it was up at number one for a long time, and I’d say,Shit, that’s me. If it sounds like me, it should as well be me.‘ This quote by Dylan seems clearly in jest.

Heart of Gold was the title track of the documentary directed by Jonathan Demme (Silence of the Lambs) about Neil Young’s Prairie Wind concert at the famous Ryman Auditorium also known as Grand Ole Opry House in Nashville. This documentary showcased Neil Young’s comeback performance after brain surgery.

Heart of Gold was from his fourth album Harvest is Young’s only U.S. No. 1 single.  Rolling Stone ranked it No. 297 on their list of the 500 greatest songs of all time.

I’ve been to Hollywood, I’ve been to Redwood
I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold
I’ve been in my mind, it’s such a fine line


That keeps me searchin’ for a heart of gold
And I’m getting old
Keeps me searchin’ for a heart of gold
And I’m getting old

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The Wrestler (2008) – Darren Aronofsky (Friday’s Finest)

I was surprised I hadn’t already featured The Wrestler here at Friday’s Finest. This documentary style – minimalist film gave it a subject with an immense intimacy and as an audience member you felt entirely immersed in The Wrestler’s small world and personal connections. Mickey Rourke gives a phenomenal performance as the ageing professional wrestler and was unfortunate not to win best actor at the Oscars. He won just about every other leading actor award that year, but lost out to Sean Penn in Milk.

IMDB Storyline:
This is a drama about an aging professional wrestler, decades past his prime, who now barely gets by working small wrestling shows in VFW halls and as a part-time grocery store employee. As he faces health problems that may end his wrestling career for good he attempts to come to terms with his life outside the ring: by working full time at the grocery store, trying to reconcile with the daughter he abandoned in childhood and forming a closer bond with a stripper he has romantic feelings for. He struggles with his new life and an offer of a high-profile rematch with his 1980s arch-nemesis, The Ayatollah, which may be his ticket back to stardom.

Not only does Mickey Rourke impress beyond expectations, but the supporting cast Marisa Tomei, and Evan Rachel Wood are superb and give this movie so much depth. Interestingly, Nicolas Cage entered negotiations to star as Randy, but Mickey Rourke replaced him in the lead role.

There is one scene in particular of Rourke trying to mend his relationship with his estranged daughter (Wood) which is gut-wrenchingly beautiful. I had completely forgotten I was looking at Mickey Rourke. That guy on the screen simply was Randy ‘the Ram’ Robinson. The film received universal acclaim and Rotten Tomatoes reported that 98% of critics gave the film positive reviews.

As an audience member you feel privileged, but a little daunted to be thrust behind the scenes of what really goes on in Wrestling. What we all knew was a staged, high-octane spectacle isn’t as glamorous as we may have been led to believe. The Wrestler presents us with the reality of what these wrestlers have to contend with daily and the risks they take-on in order to entertain the public. The movie itself feels like a risky proposition to unleash the inner sanctum of this previously hidden world into the spotlight, but it is deftly handled and exudes great respect for the Wrestling fraternity. It’s a bit like a high wiring act to just get the mood, the stunts and the performances at their optimal.

Below, I have presented Bruce Springsteen’s title song from the movie. Rourke told Springsteen about his upcoming film and asked if Springsteen could write a song for it. Springsteen subsequently did, played it for Rourke and director Darren Aronofsky before a concert. When they liked it, Springsteen gave them the song for no fee. The song was widely expected to receive a nomination for the Academy Award for Best Original Song where Springsteen would perform it on the awards show, but in what Rolling Stone termed “shocking news”, it was denied a nomination when the Academy nominated only three songs in the category rather than the usual five.

References:
1. The Wrestler (movie) – Wikipedia
2. The Wrestler (song) – Wikipedia

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Heartattack and Vine (1980) – Tom Waits

Heartattack and Vine is the title track from Tom Wait’s 1980 album. What really struck me about the live performance below are the fabulous instrumentals of gutbucket blues with rock edges. Tom’s a great lyricist, storyteller and performer, but the atmosphere exuded by his band is fundamental in the appreciation of his music. Before hearing a song from the minstrel performer you always know you’re going to be challenged as a listener and Heartattack and Vine is such an immersive experience. Tom’s unconventional gnarley style of phrasing complements the messing with off-kilter rhythms of blues and jazz songs.

Boney’s high on china white, Shorty found a punk
Don’t you know there ain’t no devil? There’s just God when he’s drunk
Well this stuff’ll probably kill you, let’s do another line
What you say you meet me down on Heartattack and Vine?

See that little Jersey girl in the see-through top
With the pedal pushers, sucking on a soda pop
Well I bet she’s still a virgin, but it’s only twenty-five till nine
You can see a million of ’em on Heartattack and Vine

The song Heartattack and Vine takes its name from Hollywood and Vine in Hollywood referring to locations and details of Los Angeles (for example, Cahuenga is a street, and the local bus system was formerly known as the RTD).
Ben Winch at AllMusic wrote:
Heartattack and Vine, an apparently lesser-known transitional album from 1980, is far and away my favourite Tom Waits record, and the one I turn to when times are hard. In 1980, so the official history goes, Waits was on the verge of a breakthrough: living in New York City for the first time in his career, having just scored the Coppola film One from the Heart (“Broken Bicycles” is a high point), and alone as he ever had been or would be, he was only months from meeting future wife and collaborator Kathleen Brennan, who turned him onto Beefheart, scorned his sentimental balladeer former persona, and kickstarted the creative explosion of Swordfishtrombones, Raindogs, Frank’s Wild Years and everything since. 

Reference:
1. Heartattack and Vine – wikipedia

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The AnkiDroid Collection (Part 19) – Vicarious, Paralogy & F.A.C.T

Ankidroid additions related to Science, History and Philosophy. More information about Anki can be found in this article.

Vicarious (adj.)

I heard this word mentioned often in the recent conversation between former deputy Prime Minister of Australia John Anderson and Lord Jonathan Sumption (pictured above) – Law in a Time of Crises.

Sumption’s glittering legal mind provides for insightful and challenging perspectives on various topics including lockdown, climate change, Brexit, and so-called ‘hate speech’. He is a a celebrated historian, barrister, and emeritus judge of the Supreme Court of the United Kingdom.

Vicarious:
* Experience or realised through imaginative or sympathetic participation in the experience of another.
* Or performed or suffered in substitute for another.

Paralogy (noun)

A false meaning. A method of reasoning which contradicts logical rules.

F.A.C.T (Acronym for Learning Effectively)

I don’t know where I heard this, but I won’t forget it -FACT!:

F – Forget – Start with a beginner’s mind and that your learning is limitless

A – Active – Learn through creation, take notes and ask questions.

C – Curiosity – Get into the state of curiosity, excitement and wonder because information combined with emotion becomes a long-term memory.

T – Teach – When you teach something, you get to learn it twice.

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Heard it in a Love Song (1977) – Marshall Tucker Band

I first heard this song from one of my esteemed blogger enthusiasts; so thank you whoever that was. Heard it in a Love Song is the second track off the Marshall Tucker Band’s record Carolina Dreams. I really admire the gritty vocals and excellent work on the flute and guitars. The song is about a man who can’t and won’t settle down with a woman; so he’s packing up for other pastures because he has been somewhat of a vagabond and rambling man all along. There is a Mexican genre of music which is called ‘Musica de Despecho‘ which can be translated as Music done out of ‘spite’ – Spiteful. I think Heard it in a Love Song is the equivalent of such a sub-genre within southern country music.

I’m gonna be leavin’ at the break of dawn
Wish you could come but I don’t need no woman taggin’ along
Goin’ sneak out that door, couldn’t stand to see you cry
I’d stay another year if I saw a teardrop in your eye

The song launches with a joyous parading flute number like that of a songbird. It gives the listener the impression that the number will be a joyous, gleeful track and it is to some extent as the singer follows his aspirations of packing up and leaving town. But the song takes a different direction as the singer alludes to some hostility and regret about the cold-hearted woman he intends on leaving behind.

Heard it in a Love Song was the highest-charting single by The Marshall Tucker Band, reaching number 14 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart on June 11, 1977.  It also reached number 51 on the Country chart and number 25 on the Adult Contemporary chart. Heard It in a Love Song was a bigger hit in Canada, where it reached number 5 on the Pop chart.
The Marshall Tucker Band helped establish the Southern rock genre in the early 1970s. While the band had reached the height of its commercial success by the end of the decade, it has recorded and performed continuously under various line-ups for 50 years.

Reference:
1. Heard it in a Love Song – wikipedia

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6/05 – 12/06/22 Dopamine, an actual Top Gun & the Power of Observing

news on the march

Welcome to Monday’s News on the March – The week that was in my digital world.

Return to a Baseline of Dopamine – Jocko Willink & Andrew Huberman
Podcast at Jocko Podcast

This week’s News on the March features two fascinating video excerpts from Jocko Willink’s podcast. Jocko is a retired United States Navy officer who served in the Navy SEALs and is a former member of SEAL Team 3. His guest Andrew Huberman, Ph.D., is a neuroscientist and tenured Professor in the Department of Neurobiology at the Stanford University School of Medicine. (Watch video excerpt here)

Actual TOP GUN, Dave Berke, reacts to TOP GUN Maverick with Jocko Willink
Podcast at Jocko Podcast

Someone commented in You tube about this short interview:
I was an AD (aircraft mechanic) for 8 years, including some time on a carrier flight deck. They put a lot of time into the details. They’re showing the hazards of the fight deck, how the nose gear attached to the cat, the violence of a trap and arrest, even when Mav was explaining how to run ground air to start the F14. For me, that blew me away. Things like that were put in there for guys like me. Even showing the E2 Hawkeye (my birds) and how it relays information. They NEVER show how that works. This movie was awesome! – nickfrito
(View video excerpt here)

The Power of Observing, Alan Watts 4 hour Lecture
Lecture at Insight Fields

In the last couple of days I have been listening to Alan Watts lectures. He was an English writer, speaker and self-styled “philosophical entertainer”, known for interpreting and popularising Japanese, Chinese and Indian traditions of Buddhist, Taoist, and Hindu philosophy for a Western audience.

He discusses in this lecture the importance of watching your thoughts; be a witness to them impartially and not being the subject of them.
‘Don’t be carried away by your own stream of consciousness..Be objective…Who is this Self, behind oneself? How to get grace by your power and how to get out of your own way.‘ (Watch lecture here)

news on the march the end

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