The Lonesome Death of Hattie Carroll (1964) – Bob Dylan

Here’s Bob at the apex of his protest music beginnings. The Lonesome Death of Hattie Carroll was one of the first songs I heard in my youth where I truly paid attention to the lyrics. It’s a song where every other aspect of the music takes a back seat – only the words seem to matter. Even the chorus feels like a brief respite in a sermon of grave injustice. What struck me wasn’t just the prominence of the lyrics, but how the story itself drove the song – as if the events were being reported and exposed right before my ears. And then to discover it all happened to a real person named Hattie Carroll – that just blew my mind while incensing me. There are people who have written about the actual incident and trial and recall with striking clarity the day the verdict made the headlines and their aghast reaction to it.

Such was my immersion into Dylan’s material as an early teen, I could tell his music and lyric were not just shaping me, but forming in large part my values system outside of the family microcosm. No one I knew liked Bob, or seemingly knew what he was about. It was only when my next door neighbour who happened to be my Geography teacher and table tennis coach at high school played the Traveling Wilburys Vol. 1 record on repeat in his van driving us on long trips to tournaments, did I realise my idol’s music wasn’t just confined to my bedroom. Trying to emulate my favourite artist, I started to write poems and lyrics about all the stuff happening in my life. Afraid I might be embarrassed and lead a terminal bullied life at school, I kept these written notes a secret. If they got out on the street or, much worse, into a school newspaper to join the bona fide list of school try-hards, the game was up. 


William Zantzinger, shown here in police custody, was sentenced to six months for the manslaughter and assault of Hattie Carroll.

William Zanzinger killed poor Hattie Carroll
With a cane that he twirled round his diamond ring finger
At a Baltimore hotel society gath’rin’…

These are the opening lines of Bob Dylan’s song The Lonesome Death of Hattie Carroll, written in 1963 to pay homage to this 51-year-old mother of 10 children and purported to be killed by a wealthy plantation owner at the Emerson Hotel in downtown Baltimore.

Until researching more about the case for this article, I assumed (for decades mind you) that William Zantzinger had bludgeoned Hattie Carroll to death with his cane (Murder in the first-degree, if you will). Dylan’s song contains at least two inaccuracies (according to the Wikipedia reference below) Zantzinger was not booked for first degree murder, but for second degree murder. Dylan also misspells and mispronounces Zantzinger’s surname as “Zanzinger”. Below is what happened according to the Nation article reference. If you are unfamiliar with Dylan’s lyrics, then I would recommend you read them below prior to the following:

Carroll was serving drinks at the Spinster’s Ball, an annual event attended by Maryland’s white old-family elites, when one of the party’s drunken revelers, Billy Zantzinger, decided she was being disrespectful. He called her a racial epithet then struck her with his cane. Zantzinger also hit two other Black employees that night—a bellhop named George Gessell, whom he hit on the arm, and waitress Ethel Hill, whom he hit on the buttocks when she argued with him over his mistreatment.

Carroll died the next day at Baltimore’s Mercy Hospital, from a stroke brought on by the attack.

William Zantzinger was convicted of the manslaughter and assault of Hattie Carroll and not for first-degree murder. The court ruled that Hattie Carroll had died from a stroke possibly brought on by the stress of the attack, reducing the charge from murder to manslaughter and assault. According to the Wikipedia article below it was a ‘25-cent toy cane‘ in which Zantzinger drunkenly assaulted at least three of the Emerson Hotel workers.

Wikipedia:
In the words of the court notes: “He asked for a drink and called her ‘a black bitch’, and ‘black s.o.b’. She replied, ‘Just a moment’ and started to prepare his drink. After a delay of perhaps a minute, he complained about her being slow and struck her a hard blow on her shoulder about half-way between the point of her shoulder and her neck.” She handed him his drink. After striking Carroll, he attacked his own wife, knocking her to the ground and hitting her with his shoe.

Within five minutes from the time of the blow, Carroll leaned heavily against the barmaid next to her and complained of feeling ill. Carroll told co-workers, “I feel deathly ill, that man has upset me so.” The barmaid and another employee helped Carroll to the kitchen. Her arm became numb, her speech thick. She collapsed and was hospitalized. Carroll died eight hours after the assault.

At the time of incident, Charles County was still strictly segregated by race in public facilities such as restaurants, churches, theaters, doctor’s offices, buses and the county fair. The schools of Charles County were not integrated until 1967.

Now, onto the song itself. Most of the following was extracted from the Wikipedia article below:

The Lonesome Death of Hattie Carroll was released on Dylan’s 1964 album – The Times They Are a-Changin’. My previous entry here from the album was One Too Many Mornings, although that article’s focus was on the Live Free Trade Hall 1966 version. The melody of ‘The Lonesome..’ chorus is largely taken from a folk song called Mary Hamilton, and you can listen to the Joan Baez version here.  

According to a 1991 Washington Post report, Dylan wrote the song in Manhattan, sitting in an all-night cafe. A radio documentary on the song said rather that he wrote it both in New York and at the home of his then-lover, Joan Baez, in Carmel… He (Dylan) recorded it on October 23, 1963, when the trial was still relatively fresh news, and incorporated it into his live repertoire immediately, before releasing the studio version on February 10, 1964. 

[Verse 1]
William Zanzinger killed poor Hattie Carroll
With a cane that he twirled around his diamond ring finger
At a Baltimore hotel society gatherin’
And the cops was called in and his weapon took from him
As they rode him in custody down to the station
And booked William Zanzinger for first-degree murder

[Chorus]
But you who philosophize disgrace
And criticize all fears
Take the rag away from your face
Now ain’t the time for your tears

[Verse 2]
William Zanzinger, who at twenty-four years
Owns a tobacco farm of six hundred acres
With rich wealthy parents who provide and protect him
And high office relations in the politics of Maryland
Reacted to his deed with a shrug of his shoulders
And swear words and sneering, and his tongue, it was a-snarling
And in a matter of minutes, on bail was out walking

[Verse 3]
Hattie Carroll was a maid in the kitchen
She was fifty-one years old and gave birth to ten children
Who carried the dishes and took out the garbage
And never sat once at the head of the table
And didn’t even talk to the people at the table
Who just cleaned up all the food from the table
And emptied the ashtrays on a whole other level
Got killed by a blow, lay slain by a cane
That sailed through the air and came down through the room
Doomed and determined to destroy all the gentle
And she never done nothin’ to William Zanzinger

[Verse 4]
In the courtroom of honor, the judge pounded his gavel
To show that all’s equal and that the courts are on the level
And that the strings in the books ain’t pulled and persuaded
And that even the nobles get properly handled
Once that the cops have chased after and caught ’em
And that the ladder of law has no top and no bottom
Stared at the person who killed for no reason
Who just happened to be feelin’ that way without warnin’
And he spoke through his cloak, most deep and distinguished
And handed out strongly, for penalty and repentance
William Zanzinger with a six-month sentence

References:
1. The Lonesome Death of Hattie Carroll – Wikipedia
2. The Lonesome Death of Hattie Carroll Took Place 60 Years Ago Today – The Nation

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Chicago / Keinen Zentimeter (Live Summer Tour 2024) – Clueso (Double Feature Special)

Such is my fascination with the Clueso Summer Tour 2024 concert in Berlin (presented below) and my preference of the live versions over the originals, I’m going to do something I have never done before, which is present a double feature. The two songs – Chicago and Keinen Zentimeter (Eng. Not a centimetre) respectively just happen to be the first two which open this monumental performance. The third song from 13:40 in the video called Sag Mir Was Du Willst (Tell Me What You Want) featured here back in March this year.

For the launch of my Music Library Project on July 25, 2019, I wanted to present a single song that could encapsulate the breadth and depth of the music I planned to feature. I ultimately chose the track Wenn Du Liebst (When You Love) by the German pop singer and rapper Clueso (pronounced [klyˈzo]) (image left). A friend, who shares a deep appreciation for German culture and language, introduced me to the song in 2019 and so started my slow, but gradual uptake and appreciation of the music from Clueso (born Thomas Hübner (9 April 1980).

The concert begins with a ‘lush’ and slow electric guitar strumming unveiling the song Chicago at tortoise pace. That’s fine, I don’t have anywhere to be – so lets see where our star Clueso goes here as he gets accustomed with his audience. Then the curtain backdrop suddenly drops away and ‘Boom’! – the band accompaniment jumps in and with great gusto! I would suggest – then we are treated to perhaps some of the best of modern music has to offer and it seriously rocks, but not in a untucked flannelette way smelling of cheap bourbon, but a chilled, crisp, and humble manner – just letting the music do the talking.

The extent of my knowledge of the German language is confined to a semester of German in grade 5, which means I understand ‘diddly squat’, but that doesn’t deter me from enjoying these rich melodies, rhythmic groove and polished instrumentals. The powerful drumming and infectious guitar playing is marvellously complemented by an effervescent, dynamic horn section. Also the transition from Chicago into this slamming guitar riff intro of Keinen Zentimeter is something to behold.

Now, lets not forget the setting – a breathtaking amphitheatre at dusk, adding to the magic and allure. Not to put too fine a point on it, I am truly enamoured with the first 17 minutes of this spectacle and I doubt I’ll ever grow tired of it.

Chicago

Chicago was first released as a single on April 21, 2006 as part of Clueso’s third studio album, “Weit weg,” from which it is the first single. The lyrics address drug use among teenagers and young adults. The chorus sings about being high on drugs in Chicago, where no one knows you. It’s about, among other things, “Chicago” and “The Last Supper.” about a female person who meets with a few people at an unspecified location and lets “fresh stuff” flow through her veins and passes the “spoonful” on to her friends.

Sometimes she meets up with a few people
In an undetermined place
And when fresh stuff flows through her veins
You kick the bucket to your friends
Only this time she didn’t come
Maybe she didn’t make it

Unfortunately, I couldn’t find content on Keinen Zentimeter (Eng. Not a centimetre) other than the translated lyrics here.

References:
1. Clueso – Wikipedia

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Brigsby Bear (2017) – Dave McCary (Friday’s Finest)

Today’s featured movie at Friday’s Finest is brought to you by a director who is married to Emma Stone. If that doesn’t deserve a high-five (and on the flip side), I don’t know what does. Anyhows, besides keeping tabs on celebrity marriages, channel zapping is something I am innately good at. Just ask any male of the species – it’s practically in our DNA. And at the far end of my remote-controlled travels, I almost always land on the ‘Film & Arts’ channel – which often houses movies which are quintessentially ‘Friday’s Finest‘ material ie one or more of the following: foreign made, low budget, independent or art-house. That as Anita Ward might put it – Rings My Bell as a movie-goer and it’s where I found Brigsby Bear.

Brigsby Bear has one of the most original premises as far as plots goes:

It tells the story of a man abducted as a baby and raised in isolation in a bunker where he obsessed over a children’s television program centered around a character named Brigsby Bear; after being rescued by the authorities and realizing that the show had been made for him only by one of his captors, his fascination leads him to finish the storyline himself.

The only other movie I could compare this quirky and highly entertaining comedy to is one I featured here at Friday’s Finest back in 2020 called American Movie (1999). Well technically American Movie isn’t a movie, rather it’s a documentary about a movie that was made. But it too exhibits this curious and irresistible charm towards the ‘movie-making process’ that as a keen cinema-goer I found so engrossing to watch and unashamedly funny.

Watching them took me right back to when I first got my hands on Dad’s strictly “for work only” JVC video camera. My brother and I set out to make little short films packed with all the cinematic thrills we’d soaked up from the movies. One highlight? Our attempt to recreate Mr. Miyagi’s training scenes from The Karate Kid – a real hoot. Anyhow both aforementioned films center around grown men (mentally hovering somewhere around 15) on a mission to turn their wild imaginations into reality – by making a movie and getting it onto the big screen.

I found Brigsby Bear to be a smile-inducing, heartfelt, and wildly creative film – despite its undeniably disturbing premise. It follows James Pope, a former abductee who – let’s not beat around the bush – is a deeply traumatised individual. He’s unable to let go of something that, while built on deception (a TV show made exclusively for him: Brigsby Bear), feels more real and meaningful to him than actual reality.

What’s clever is that the film doesn’t dwell too heavily on the clinical severity of his condition. Instead, it subtly reveals its emotional weight through the reactions of those around him – family and friends who, at first, are desperate to snap him out of what they see as delusion. Their concern even escalates to the point of him being hospitalised.

What’s so brave and quietly brilliant about this movie is how, over time, it invites us to shift perspectives along with those characters. Gradually, we find ourselves drawn into James’s Brigsby Bear fantasy, becoming just as curious, invested, and eager to follow the ride wherever it leads. And by the end, it doesn’t feel like fantasy at all – it feels like something that matters.

Let me just say as I ease my way out of this review, the ensemble cast is fantastic. It includes Mark Hammil, Greg Kinnear and Claire Danes. Of course the highest accolade goes to Kyle Mooney who inhabits James Pope with a delicate balance of wide-eyed innocence and emotional depth, grounding the character in sincerity without tipping into melodrama. His performance is earnest enough to be moving, yet subtly oddball, allowing the film’s darkly funny tone to breathe.

I hope the scene below, where the police investigator (Greg Kinnear) interviews James (Kyle Mooney) after his abduction, serves as an effective example of the aforementioned.

References:
1. Brigsby Bear – IMDB
2. Brigsby Bear – Wikipedia

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The Lonesome Boatman (1969) – The Fureys

The most beautiful and haunting melody I’ve ever heard” ~ Sinéad O’Connor

The Fureys return here in fairly quick succession, having featured just under a month ago with their monumental hit, Green Fields of France. Today’s spotlight falls on another piece that’s equally powerful and deeply moving. The Lonesome Boatman is a haunting, wholly immersive instrumental. As the video’s description puts it: “The Fureys put you on the shore before the boat leaves the harbour and take you out to sea. Close your eyes and you are there!” I couldn’t think of a better way to capture how this song feels and completely immerses the listener. I’ve been listening to this unforgettable melody since I was prepubescent, and it has never aged in my ears. On the contrary, it still feels as raw and untamed as the first time I heard it and was swept away.

Finbar Furey (one of the Irish Furey Brothers) wrote this all time favourite in 1968, originally on a 5 string banjo. In 1969, they released it as the title track on their debut The Lonesome Boatman. It is played hauntingly on a tin whistle (see image inset), as well as its version of the traditional ballad Carnlough Bay. The song has featured at football matches, most notably performed by fans of Glasgow team, Celtic FC. Moreover, it is played by musicians world wide, used in film and TV scores – a classic piece of Irish Music.

References:
1. The Fureys – Wikipedia

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Collected Stories (1983) – Gabriel García Márquez

Once upon a time on Wednesdays I had a segment dedicated to literature. I am hereby reinstating it, by presenting a short extract from the above ‘collected stories’ by Colombian author Gabriel García Marquez (image inset). The 1982 Nobel Prize winner is no stranger to this blog appearing here twice in 2022 with his ultimate novel – Of Love and Other Demons (1995). ‘Gabo’ as Colombians affectionately refer to him is considered one of the most significant authors of the 20th Century, especially in the Spanish Language. García Márquez started as a journalist and wrote many acclaimed non-fiction works and short stories, but is best known for his novels, such as One Hundred Years of Solitude (1967), Chronicle of a Death Foretold (1981), and Love in the Time of Cholera (1985).

Two days ago, I finished reading Collected Stories – a rich tapestry of stories from the master storyteller of Magic Realism. Born in the northern Colombian coastal town of Aracataca in 1928, Gabo spent the first 8 years with his maternal grandparents home, listening to their nonstop stories, superstitions, and folk beliefs, unable to distinguish between the real and the fabulous not least because of their way of storytelling, especially that of the grandmother.
I can attest my Colombo-Australiano children had on their Colombian side a grandmother and great-grandmother who were also obsessive storytellers. They would impart to my children tales incorporating magical elements often blurring the lines between speculation and reality. They recounted the most fantastical happenings with the same facial and vocal expressions with which they recounted fact.

Gabo’s father also took him to circuses and other entertainments and introduced him to the miracle of ice (an episode that introduces One Hundred Years of Solitude). The author would later remark, ‘I feel that all my writing has been about the experiences of the time I spent with my grandparents.

The Incredible and Sad Tale of Innocent Eréndira and Her Heartless Grandmother (1972)

The above named story concludes the ‘Collected Stories’ book, but it is really closer to a novel than a short story. It originally appeared in Esquire magazine where you can still read it in its entirety.

As the title says, it is an ‘incredible and sad story‘ of a twelve-year-old who accidentally sets fire to the house where she lives with her grandmother. The grandmother decides that Eréndira must pay her back for the loss, and sells her into prostitution in order to make money. The story takes on the characteristics of a bizarre fairy tale, with the evil grandmother forcing her Cinderella-like granddaughter to sell her body. Márquez wrote that the inspiration for Eréndira came from an experience he had at the age of 16, when he saw an 11-year-old girl being prostituted by a female relative that he believed may have been her grandmother. This memory left an impression on him, and he also used it for One Hundred Years of Solitude.

As I began reading this story, I had no idea of the plot, but my literary consciousness was immediately entranced by the images and detail. They seemed pulled out of dreams, an ancient past and the Latin American culture. So I present to you this short extract from the opening of – The Incredible and Sad Tale of Innocent Eréndira and Her Heartless Grandmother (translated from the Spanish by Gregory Rabassa and J.S. Bernstein):

Erendira was bathing her grandmother when the wind of her misfortune began to blow. The enormous mansion of moon like concrete lost in the solitude of the desert trembled down to its foundations with the first attack. But Erendira and her grandmother were used to the risks of the wild nature there, and in the bathroom decorated with a series of peacocks and childish mosaics of Roman baths they scarcely paid any attention to the wind.

The grandmother, naked and huge in the marble tub, looked like a handsome white whale. The granddaughter had just turned fourteen and was languid, soft-boned, and too meek for her age. With a parsimony that had something like sacred rigor about it, she was bathing her grandmother with water in which purifying herbs and aromatic leaves had been boiled, the latter clinging to the succulent back, the flowing metal-colored hair, and the powerful shoulders which were so mercilessly tattooed as to put sailors to shame.

“Last night I dreamt I was expecting a letter,” the grandmother said.

Erendira, who never spoke except when it was unavoidable, asked:

“What day was it in the dream?”

“Thursday.”

“Then it was a letter with bad news,” Erendira said, “but it will never arrive.”

When she had finished bathing her grandmother, she took her to her bedroom. The grandmother was so fat that she could only walk by leaning on her granddaughter’s shoulder or on a staff that looked like a bishop’s crosier, but even during her most difficult efforts the power of an antiquated grandeur was evident. In the bedroom, which had been furnished with an excessive and somewhat demented taste, like the whole house, Erendira needed two more hours to get her grandmother ready. She untangled her hair strand by strand, perfumed and combed it, put an equatorially flowered dress on her, put talcum powder on her face, bright red lipstick on her mouth, rouge on her cheeks, musk on her eyelids, and mother-of-pearl polish on her nails, and when she had her decked out like a larger than life-size doll, she led her to an artificial garden with suffocating flowers that were like the ones on the dress, seated her in a large chair that had the foundation and the pedigree of a throne, and left her listening to elusive records on a phonograph that had a speaker like a megaphone.

While the grandmother floated through the swamps of the past, Erendira busied herself sweeping the house, which was dark and motley, with bizarre furniture and statues of invented Caesars, chandeliers of teardrops and alabaster angels, a gilded piano, and numerous clocks of unthinkable sizes and shapes. There was a cistern in the courtyard for the storage of water carried over many years from distant springs on the backs of Indians, and hitched to a ring on the cistern wall was a broken-down ostrich, the only feathered creature who could survive the torment of that accursed climate. The house was far away from everything, in the heart of the desert, next to a settlement with miserable and burning streets where the goats committed suicide from desolation when the wind of misfortune blew.

That incomprehensible refuge had been built by the grandmother’s husband, a legendary smuggler whose name was Amadis, by whom she had a son whose name was also Amadis and who was Erendira’s father. No one knew either the origins or the motivations of that family. The best known version in the language of the Indians was that Amadis the father had rescued his beautiful wife from a house of prostitution in the Antilles, where he had killed a man in a knife fight, and that he had transplanted her forever in the impunity of the desert. When the Amadises died, one of melancholy fevers and the other riddled with bullets in a fight over a woman, the grandmother buried their bodies in the courtyard, sent away the fourteen barefoot servant girls, and continued ruminating on her dreams of grandeur in the shadows of the furtive house, thanks to the sacrifices of the bastard granddaughter whom she had reared since birth. (read the entire story at Esquire)

P.S – You can join me at Good Reads here. Below is the book I’m about to commence in case you want to join me on my renewed reading journey. Thanks for reading and cheerio!

References:
1. The Incredible and Sad Tale of Innocent Eréndira and Her Heartless Grandmother – Wikipedia
2. The Incredible and Sad Tale of Innocent Erendira and Her Heartless Grandmother – Good Reads
3. Collected Stories – Good Reads

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The Lonely Shepherd (1977) – James Last (Ft. Gheorghe Zamfir)

This iconic and haunting instrumental track – The Lonely Shepherd is strongly associated in modern times with the Quentin Tarantino movie Kill Bill Volume 1 (2003). It is the second piece to feature here from that movie’s soundtrack after Battle Without Honor or Humanity (2000) – Tomoyasu Hotei.

The following was extracted from Wikipedia:

Known originally in German as Einsamer Hirte or Der einsame Hirte, The Lonely Shepherd was composed by German composer James Last who is reported to have sold an estimated 200 million records worldwide in his lifetime. The Lonely Shepherd was first released in a recording with the Romanian panflutist Gheorghe Zamfir.

The Lonely Shepherd was published on Last’s 1977 album Memories of Russia (Russland Erinnerungen). In the same year, it was also released as a single, which reached number 22 in the music charts in Germany. With this recording, Gheorghe Zamfir, who had already published a number of records, succeeded in an international breakthrough. Among other things, he accompanied Last on his 1978 tour.

References:
1. The Lonely Shepherd – Wikipedia

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The Lonely (2011) – Christina Perri

‘Big, big singer songwriters as Christina and I are, have a reputation for singing very depressing songs which is kind of why a lot of you are probably here. Because at some point at 2 o’clock in the morning you’ve sat by your lap top with half a glass of empty wine listening to Spotify crying. It happens to the best of us.
– Ed Sheeren (introducing the song Be My Forever with Christina Perri)  

The quote above is a fitting introduction to today’s featured song by the one and only Christina Perri – The Lonely. The photo of Perri above, with its distinctly Patti Smith-esque vibe, also feels like an apt choice given the subject matter. It’s one of those days again when music is my only friend.

Christina Perri’s The Lonely always transports me back to a very specific moment: midnight, August 7th, 2020. Allow me to explain. I’d been in a rough patch for a few days and then, as strange as it sounds, while playing Tetris (of all games) on my no-frills Nokia phone, something stirred. Out of nowhere, this stream of ideas, emotions, and half-formed thoughts came pouring in. It was like my sub conscious or other unspecified medium communicating to my damaged self. I felt compelled to write so I grabbed a scrap of paper and started scribbling. What came out, I titled The Last Words and transcribed them here. I immediately felt deep relief – like I had exhaled something heavy I didn’t know I was carrying.

Now onto Christina Perri’s song – The Lonely. The song draws inspiration from Perri’s life, written about a relationship she had with the emotion of being lonely. I couldn’t agree more with that stated in the Wikipedia article below – that while most critics positively reviewed The Lonely for its chilling tone and powerful lyrics it didn’t compare to Perri’s lead single, Jar of Hearts – one of my favourite post 2000 ballads.

More from Wikipedia:
Perri wrote The Lonely in August 2010 in her driveway at two o’clock in the morning after coming back from a dinner event. She says that when she pulled into her driveway, she realized how alone she was and “cried her eyes out” while writing the song. While revealing the track to Teen Vogue, Perri gave more insight into the song’s message, saying “It’s lonely personified. It’s my relationship with no one, and I’m very happy I kept it superdramatic and simple at the same time. It’s me, a piano, plus a nineteen-piece orchestra.

Perri performed the song on her joint tour with James Blunt in Boston, MA at “The House of Blues“. To promote the song, Christina Perri released a lyric video, directed by Elliott Sellers as seen below.

[Verse 1]
2 a.m., where do I begin?
Crying off my face again
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I’m the shell of a girl that I used to know well

[Chorus]
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again

[Verse 2]
Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me ’til I fall asleep

[Bridge]
Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there’s only me
And the lonely

References:
1. The Lonely (Christina Perri song) – Wikipedia

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Lose Yourself (2002) – Eminem

Every now and then, I find myself out and about – perhaps at the gym – when the music of Eminem blasts through the speakers. There’s simply no confusing his vocal delivery with that of any other rap artist; it’s sharp, raw, and undeniably distinct. Although rap and hip-hop have never been my preferred genres, I’ve often found myself pausing thinking, “Wow, this music is actually quite good.” Just the other day, my son Jesus – quite the admirer of Eminem – brought him up in conversation. I remarked how I really ought to include Eminem in my music project, given his enormous influence on the rap genre and broader pop culture. But I wasn’t sure which track to focus on. So, I put the question to Jesús: “What’s your favourite Eminem song?” Without hesitation, he replied, “Lose Yourself.” Instantly, I recognised it and told him how much I liked it too. He called him ‘the crack‘. And so, here we are today.

Upon researching this article, it would appear my son has good tastes since Eminem’s 2002 hit Lose Yourself, from the 8 Mile soundtrack, is a landmark track not just in his own discography but in the genre as a whole. Its themes of ambition, struggle, and seizing opportunity (“You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow”) resonated far beyond traditional rap audiences. It’s said Lose Yourself captured the genre at a turning point, where emotional depth met lyrical complexity, wrapped in mainstream appeal. It elevated rap to a new cultural echelon, and for those of us who might not gravitate to the genre naturally, it served as a gateway – that sometimes powerful music can transcends taste.

A lot of the following was interspersed with extracts from the Wikipedia article below:
Lose Yourself is a mid-tempo hip hop track with an urgent narrative delivery. The lyrics were written by Eminem on set, during breaks while filming 8 Mile – a film I still haven’t seen in it’s entirety, only bits and pieces. The song’s lyrics explicitly sum up the background of Eminem’s character in 8 Mile, B-Rabbit, with the first verse summing up much of the plot of the movie. The song incorporates several aggressive themes, largely dealing with the struggles dealt with by B-Rabbit, and how he eventually overcomes his many problems and obstacles to gain the respect of other rappers.

Lose Yourself was the lead single from the soundtrack. Eminem recorded the song in a portable studio on the set while he was on a break from shooting, using only one take for each verse. The sheet on which he wrote the song appears in 8 Mile in a scene where his character is writing while riding the bus. The song’s production incorporates piano, drums, violins, and several other string instruments

Lose Yourself was a commercial success, becoming Eminem’s first Billboard number-one single and remaining there for twelve consecutive weeks. It reached the top of the charts in nineteen other countries. Lose Yourself received widespread acclaim from music critics, with many critics praising the song’s inspiring, aggressive themes and describing it as as among Eminem’s finest, as well as one of the greatest hip-hop songs of all time.

Lose Yourself won the Academy Award for Best Original Song, making it the first hip hop song to receive the award. In 2004, it was one of only three rap songs from the 21st century to be included on Rolling Stone‘s list of the 500 Greatest Songs of All Time, being the highest ranked at number 166. It is also the second most streamed song on Spotify from the 2000s.

The video presented below is a mixture of multiple scenarios, including scenes from and reminiscent of the movie 8 Mile, and Eminem rapping next to the “8 Mile Rd. Mobile Court” sign that appears on the cover of the movie’s soundtrack.

[Intro]
Look, if you had one shot or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted in one moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
Yo

[Verse 1]
His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There’s vomit on his sweater already, mom’s spaghetti
He’s nervous, but on the surface, he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgetting
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won’t come out
He’s chokin’, how? Everybody’s jokin’ now
The clock’s run out, time’s up, over, blaow
Snap back to reality, ope, there goes gravity
Ope, there goes Rabbit, he choked, he’s so mad
But he won’t give up that easy, no, he won’t have it
He knows his whole back’s to these ropes, it don’t matter
He’s dope, he knows that, but he’s broke, he’s so stagnant
He knows when he goes back to this mobile home, that’s when it’s
Back to the lab again, yo, this old rhapsody
Better go capture this moment and hope it don’t pass him

[Chorus]
You better lose yourself in the music
The moment, you own it, you better never let it go (Go)
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo
You better lose yourself in the music
The moment, you own it, you better never let it go (Go)
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo
You better

[Verse 2]
His soul’s escaping through this hole that is gaping
This world is mine for the taking, make me king
As we move toward a new world order
A normal life is boring, but superstardom’s
Close to post-mortem, it only grows harder
Homie grows hotter, he blows, it’s all over
These hoes is all on him, coast-to-coast shows
He’s known as the Globetrotter, lonely roads
God only knows he’s grown farther from home, he’s no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose ’cause here goes the cold water
These hoes don’t want him no mo’, he’s cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose-dove and sold nada, and so the soap opera
Is told, it unfolds, I suppose it’s old, partner
But the beat goes on, da-da-dom, da-dom, dah-dah-dah-dah

[Verse 3]
No more games, I’ma change what you call rage
Tear this motherfuckin’ roof off like two dogs caged
I was playin’ in the beginning, the mood all changed
I’ve been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin’ and stepped right in the next cypher
Best believe somebody’s payin’ the Pied Piper
All the pain inside amplified by the
Fact that I can’t get by with my nine-to-
Five and I can’t provide the right type of life for my family
‘Cause, man, these goddamn food stamps don’t buy diapers
And there’s no movie, there’s no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard, and it’s gettin’ even harder
Tryna feed and water my seed, plus teeter-totter
Caught up between bein’ a father and a prima donna
Baby-mama drama, screamin’ on her, too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another day of monotony’s gotten me
To the point I’m like a snail, I’ve got
To formulate a plot or end up in jail or shot
Success is my only motherfuckin’ option, failure’s not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer’s got
To go, I cannot grow old in Salem’s Lot
So here I go, it’s my shot; feet, fail me not
This may be the only opportunity that I got

[Outro]
You can do anything you set your mind to, man

References:
1. Lose Yourself – Wikipedia

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It Seemed Like a Good Idea at the Time (1977) – Mike Batt

The music of English singer-songwriter Mike Batt has featured prominently here, though most mentions have focused on songs from his 1979 album- Tarot Suite. It Seemed Like a Good Idea at the Time comes from the record he did prior called Schizophonia (1977).
Whenever I hear this song – it brings a wry smile to my face. Even the title is so relatable for us mere mortals who have ‘been there and done that’ perhaps more times than we care to admit. Here Batt sings about his misfortunes on the roulette wheel in Monte Carlo. But roulette wheel could as well be ‘insert your given vice here‘. I just like it’s breezy sound and Batt’s ironic and whimsical tone.

Schizophonia is Mike Batt’s second solo album, backed with the London Symphony Orchestra. His working with the Orchestra would continue with his next record – Tarot Suite. According to Batt, Schizophonia was originally a concept album with the title The Adventures of God and His Pals, with God being like Lord Snooty from The Beano comic magazine. Having started writing songs for that album, Batt thought the theme was “a bit silly”, before imagining an Arabic story and then discovering one “about Mohammed the Fifth and the Berber Revolt in the Encyclopædia Britannica.

As alluded to above Schizophonia partly contains a theme of Arabic music, which persuaded film producer Elmo Williams to commission Batt to write the score for the 1978 film Caravans. Also in 1978 he wrote Bright Eyes sung by Art Garfunkel which became a huge hit around the World. From both his solo albums – Schizophonia and Tarot Suite he had European hit songs with Railway Hotel, Lady of the Dawn and Ride to Agadir.

Don’t ask me why I did it
It seemed like a good idea at the time
There were no other amusements or games to play
To pass the night away
Don’t ask me why I did it
I must have been lonely stupid or blind
But I know that it seemed like a good idea at the time

It was 3 a.m. in the casino
I was feeling like the Sportsman of the Year
So I blew a little money on the roulette wheel
And I taught myself to play Chemin de fer

Don’t ask me why I did it
It seemed like a good idea at the time
There were no other amusements or games to play
To pass the night away
Don’t ask me why I did it
I must have been lonely stupid or blind
But I know that it seemed like a good idea at the time

As the dawn came round on Monte Carlo
I had lost the car and safe deposit keys
The country house in Switzerland was mine no more
And the gendarme at the door sald “c’est la vie!”

Don’t ask me why I did it
I must have been lonely stupid or blind
But I know that it seemed like a good idea at the time

Reference:
1. Schizophonia (Mike Batt album) – Wikipedia

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Sonido Bestial (1971) – Richie Ray & Bobby Cruz

The title track Sonido Bestial remains one of the most remarkable (and recognizable) tunes of the salsa era
– Critic José A. Estévez, Jr

As I’ve mentioned in other articles on salsa music, the sub genre of salsa that initially captivated me when I arrived in Colombia in 2009 was salsa romántica – also known as Salsa Rosa – which rose to popularity in the late ’80s. This softer, more melodic style of salsa stirs feelings of romance and sensuality, with unforgettable hits from Puerto Rican icons like Eddie Santiago and Jerry Rivera.

It’s taken me many years, however, to fully appreciate the raw, electrifying sound of what’s considered classic or pure salsa – epitomised by today’s featured track, Sonido Bestial. This song, which predates the polished grooves of Salsa Rosa, pulses with a kind of untamed energy that took time for my ears to adjust to. But now, after all this time trying to get my senses in sync with it, I can finally say: I’m fully aboard that wild train called Sonido Bestial – choo choo!

El Bestial Sonido (The Bestial Sound) by Puerto Rican’s Ricardo Ray y Bobby Cruz is the title track of the salsa music duet’s thirteenth studio album released in 1971. Released at the height of their popularity, the album inaugurated a new era in salsa. The album, notable for the inclusion of new elements into salsa such as classical music, was an international success, and its title track Sonido Bestial became one of salsa’s most popular songs. The album consecrated Richie Ray as a prodigious pianist, capable of playing a fusion of several rhythms and styles.

El Bestial Sonido exhibits all the hallmarks of a sub genre of salsa called Salsa Brava; in fact many argue the salsa music duet (Ricardo Ray y Bobby Cruz) were the pioneers of this music form. The duo is also well known for helping to establish the popularity of salsa music in the 1970s and 1980s. Salsa Brava arose in New York in the 1970’s at the hand of the Latin American diaspora. Diaspora, in case you were wondering like I was, refers to a large group of people who share a cultural and regional origin but are living away from their traditional homeland. 

Salsa Brava in a musical context especially with regards to Salsa refers to a style which is characterised for its focus on the instrumentation, with its emphasis on wind instruments (trumpets and trombones), piano solos, percussion (especially timbales – see image left) and aggressive music arrangements. Readers can refer to the duet’s live version of Sonido Bestial below to view the musicianship on display and how each instrument is incorporated into the song.

Often Salsa Brava is considered stronger or harder in comparison with other styles of Salsa, and can include lyrics with a stronger social impact on the streets, or sometimes with influences of the gangster culture. For example, the movie Carlito’s Way (starring Al Pacino) depicted this period and music to a tee.

A loose English translation follows:

Let the beasts come out!
Uhh!
Here come Cocolí and Manuelito

You who said I was no good anymore
Hey, you who said I wasn’t going out anymore
Right now, my friend, I’m coming to greet you
Listen, listen
Hear the trumpets blow, hear the drums crackle

Ricardo is coming straight ahead with his beastly sound

Hey, here comes Richie, and he’s coming head-on
Like a beast, playing a tumba’o
(There comes Richie, and he’s coming head-on, like a beast playing a tumba’o)
Make way for him, he’s cocky
Like a beast playing a tumba’o
(There comes Richie, and he’s coming head-on, like a beast playing a tumba’o)
Look, Maelo says he’s scared
Because he’s coming playing a tumba’o
(There comes Richie, and he’s coming head-on, like a beast playing a tumba’o)
That’s it

Is that Richie? Playing Stravinsky
Hey, it’s not Stravinsky, it’s “Estrabanca’o”

Hey, play me, Richie, play me Jazz
He plays the tumba’o like a beast
(Here comes Richie, and he comes veering, like a beast playing a tumba’o)
Get out of the way, he’s crazy
Like a beast, enjoying a tumba’o
(Here comes Richie, and he comes veering, like a beast playing a tumba’o)
Hey, here comes Richie, and he comes veering
Like a beast enjoying a tumba’o
(Here comes Richie, and he comes veering, like a beast playing a tumba’o)
Hey, it’s not Stravinsky, it’s “Estrabanca’o”
But he’s enjoying the tumba’o
(Here comes Richie, and he comes veering, like a beast playing a tumba’o)

Run, Coco is running(Let’s play like beasts)
(Let’s play like beasts)
(Let’s go (Playing like beasts)
And Richie Ray is coming to play for you
(Let’s play like beasts)
Oh, to the sound of the leather, just leather
(Let’s play like beasts)
Of course, of course, of course, of course, of course, of course, of course

(Let’s play like beasts)
Hey, Pacheco says he’s coming to have fun
(Let’s play like beasts)
Hey, we’re coming to the big party to dance
(Let’s play like beasts)
Let’s play like beasts
(Let’s play like beasts)
Hey, we’re having fun like beasts
(Let’s play like beasts)
We’re going bare-chested to have fun
(Let’s play like beasts)
Cool, cool, cool, cool, cool
(Let’s play like beasts)
Oh, how cool

References:
1. El Bestial Sonido de Ricardo Ray y Bobby Cruz – Wikipedia

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